God who Knows the Depth of My Heart
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Deaconess Jungsoon Jung (2-13 Parish)
I was born in a family that didn't have many children so I was raised in deep love from parents. Due to my father's disease, however, my family fell into hardship, and my mother went to many fortunetellers and had exorcism performed. I hated her doing it so I began to seek God.
After marriage, my hope for life was gone
While working for a company, a coworker introduced to me a man. I didn't like him very much but his mother came to me and asked me to marry him so I changed my mind. After marriage, she changed her words, and inflicted hardships on me. My husband also changed.
To make it matters worse, my mother-in-law showed a few symptoms of demon-possession. It drove me into desperate situation. My expectation for my husband totally collapsed: he even had affairs with other women. I had to raise three children for myself. I had no hope at all. At last I began to seek God again.
One day a woman gave me Manmin News and she helped my family. It was Senior Deaconess Jungsoon Lee. She devotionally evangelized me and I finally registered in Manmin Central Church on April 21, 1996. I was in physical and mental pain and suffered from hepatitis B, which was dangerous that it would turn into hepatocirrhosis.
I gained a new life in Two-week Consecutive Special Revival Meeting
Not long after that, Senior Pastor Dr. Jaerock Lee's Two Week Consecutive Special Revival Meeting was held in the church. I prepared for it with prayer and fasting, and received complete healing of hepatitis B at the revival meeting. A few months later, I was healed of rheumatism arthritis, too.
Afterwards, I came to achieve victories over various troubles and problems with faith. In the December of 2011, a shocking incident took place between my divorced husband and me. It caused angina that had troubled me four years before. I had respiratory disorder and severe pain in chest, but I needed to keep working to make a living.
But I still held fast to faith and hope and prepared for the Two-session Consecutive Special Daniel Prayer Meeting. I gave dinner-fasting for 42 days from February, 2012 and prepared myself with prayer and faith in healing.
Finally, the Two-session Consecutive Special Daniel Prayer Meeting kicked off from April 9. I felt different from any other prayer meetings because I gave vowed prayer. I thought about why angina reoccurred. Then, I realized it reoccurred because I still had hatred against my husband in my mind and didn't forgive him. So I thoroughly repented. I had cried too much because of him and there had been no tear to shed for me at that time. But God gave me a grace of repentance.
Then, I found myself set free from the symptoms of angina. Three days before medical check-up, I had a dream. In the dream, something black came out of my body and I came to feel cool. I came to be convinced that I would be healed. I went to a bigger hospital on April 10 for a complete medical check-up. The result showed no angina as expected. Hallelujah!
I received answers to all my three prayer titles
I really wanted to receive answers to my three prayer titles through Special Daniel Prayer Meeting. First of all, I wanted to give joy to Dr. Jaerock Lee and give glory to God by receiving Senior Pastor Award. Secondly, I prayed for my children's growth in faith and lastly and thirdly for the healing of angina. I received answers to all the prayer titles.
After the Award Ceremony, my cell leader, Hwasoon Yoon who had prayed with me talked about her dream. In her dream, Dr. Lee called no. 36. I belong to 3-3rd Women's Mission and Group 6. And the last two digits of my cell phone number are 3 and 6. I couldn't help but being moved by God's love thinking that He had fulfilled my heart's desire. I give thanks and glory to God the Trinity for His delicate love.
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